ANNYEONG YEOROBUNNN.
Long time no see banget? It's been a loooong time since I posted my latest post on december, and it's may already...time flies too fast. Many things passed and many things changed. And now we gonna talk about the things that changed.
Ehm.
Jadi, banyak banget hal yang terjadi selama 5 bulan gue ga ngepost, dan salah satunya perubahan ot12 ke ot11. Well, they haven't directly said that kris is officially left the groups, they're just saying that they'll still move forward as 11.
Waktu pertama kali liat berita masalah lawsuit kris, dan banyak yang bilang dia mau keluar, rasanya tuh....sesek banget. I can't imagine that i'll never see him on the stage with the other. Bener-bener nangis yang kejer gegowokan dikasur. Sampe 3 hari gue bener-bener masih suasana berkabung sampe ga sanggup dengerin lagu exo, denger growl aja mo nangis.
Tapi gue bener-bener yang ga nyangka Kris bakal keluar, padahal perjalanan masih dua tahun, dan anniversarynya baru sebulan lalu, dan lagi mereka lagi prepare for their really first concert. Gue selama ini paling mengkhawatirkan Tao, paling takut Tao bakal keluar. Soalnya Kris tuh kayak yang, baik-baik aja gitu (dimata gue), meanwhile Tao tuh kayak, gimana ya perasaan gue doang sih, he wasn't treated well. Gue ga mau banget ada anak exo yang keluar, apalagi ultimate bias gue T__T
Tapi ya semua udah berlalu ya, konser mereka udah selesai (and it went really well even though there was no kris). Dan gue juga udah mulai biasa aja dan bisa move on, ya mungkin karena saking banyak nya masalah real life (re: tugas kuliah&exams) jadi ya gue sedikit melupakan permasalahan dunia perfandoman yang semu, ada guna nya juga ya kuliah (ya). Walaupun sampe sekarang gue masih ga bisa bayangin Kris gabakal bareng exo in their future activites. Ga bakal ada Taoris moment, our ship is officially sink nawww:") Sedih banget. Trus juga Jakarta masuk list the Lost Planet, dan gabakal ada Kris. Yang paling bikin gue bete tuh gue belom sempet ngeliat mereka ber12 trus dia udah keluar, hambar banget, untung ada Zitao. it's must be harder to meet him since he's no longer in exo and idk what will he doing in the future. Syukur kalo dia jadi mau aktor atau apa pokoknya masih dalam lingkup, at least kita masih bisa tau berita-berita dia walaupun kemungkinan untuk tour overseas, apalagi ke indo yang masih tergolong antah berantah entah ada dimana, kecil banget. Sumpah ya yang sempet nonton ss3/ss4 sih yang ada exonya? sama smtown jkt, you guys are the luckiest, sempet liat exo ber 12 dan exo-m ber 6:"
And for the last, jangan nge bash Kris, ataupun member yang tersisa, apalagi Tao. We have no right to bash anyone, because we're just outsiders who know nothing. Let's just pray for the best, keep supporting exo as 11 and also support Kris as individually as well.
Exo let's loveee<3
